Alright. Today's not such a great day. Today we're putting one of our dogs, Molly, down. I've had her since I was 2 and it's kinda not fun not letting her die a natural death. T-T She's completely blind and has a bunch of other stuff wrong with her, including having no teeth and arthritic hips and she's lived a good 6 years more than her breed is actually supposed to (since they're top age is 8 years) but it's still freaking hard. On top of that I'm more worried for my puppy Abbey, I have no idea how she's going to take it since she's grown up with Molly here. That and I think she's going to have an immortal fear of leaving the house after this. Normally I wouldn't put such emo journals up, but I really think this is too important to let slide.

I love you Molly dog. RIP. <3333333

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Bstarr's 2010 Cosplays
Sydnova: Saturday - Princess Peach - Super Mario (with as Daisy and as Rosalina.)
Sydnova: Sunday - Cheshire Cat - Alice in Wonderland - Own Design (?)
Main Animania Sydney - Saturday - Tira - Soul Calibur III
Main Animania Sydney - Sunday - Yoko Littner - Gurren Lagann

Go and check out ! Mine and *MMCRUNCHIE's team page~! <333

WELL. Despite my lack of updating, no, I'm not dead. XDD I know, "damnit!", right? XDDD

Anyways, first matters first! Merry Christmas to everyone! Yes. That means you. *points at youuuu* XD Hope you all have a good day and get stuff and eat stuff. XDD That's the general jist of the day anyways. Hope everyone has a awesome New Year as well considering I won't have internet access at my grandparents to write another journal up. XDD

What's been going on in the life of Bstarr? Nothing much. Sleeping. Enjoying the last holiday of semi-freedom, doing homework and somehow managing to screw up more cosplay. XDD Christmas is cool, with the new addition to the family, _{(The new Wii which we haven't given a name to yet)} and the relatively cool weather (thank god!!) Only problem is my interwebs is being a biatch and I'm having trouble connecting said Wii to le internet. >.< I'll get there eventually. Downside as well is it's a joint present. That means the little brother has rights to it too. >.< *fails*

SO. Yes. The end now. Quick journal is epicly quick. (Being one of my journals anyway.) I'm going to go and take a nap and enjoy the rest of Christmas~!

<3333333 Bstarr.

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Bstarr's 2010 Cosplays
Sydnova: Saturday - Princess Peach - Super Mario (with as Daisy and as Rosalina.)
Sydnova: Sunday - Cheshire Cat - Alice in Wonderland - Own Design (?)
Main Animania Sydney - Saturday - Tira - Soul Calibur III
Main Animania Sydney - Sunday - Yoko Littner - Gurren Lagann

Go and check out ! Mine and *MMCRUNCHIE's team page~! <333

[EDIT] ALRIGHT. NEW PLAN. WHO CAN HELP ME CONVINCE MY PARENTS THAT I'M A BIG GIRL AND CAN TAKE THE BUS/TRAIN TO SYDNEY AND BACK~? XDDD Overly Protective Parents Syndrome is coming back and I need to convince them somehow. >.< I need footage damnit! And I need IDEAS PEOPLE~! That is all. <333

Old entry~! <333 That's right, I'm selling myself off to the highest bidd- oh I kidd. XD No, I actually need a place to stay in Sydney (or it's surrounding suburbs that aren't as far away as BATHURST IS) between the days of 16th December to the 21st of December. Partly to get to =mewtwo2222's gijinka photoshoot, partly to go to *copiicat's birthday party and mostly to take footage for my IPT major work (which, funnily enough, is about cosplaying) and to see some awesome people and have epic fun times. Any takers? If someone could keep me for that..week? XD that would be excellent. I need a place to stay before I can ask the 'rents if I can go (they've let me go to Japan, they have to let me go to Sydney. XD )

OTHER THAN THAT! "My life is in magnificent shambles!" No, not really. XD I've had some major stuff going on at school. Now we're apparently officially Year 12 (go us) and we've gotten our dangly leadership badges and I now have my "Badge of Shame" - a quite large, heavy, tacky looking thing that says "College Choir" (even though my title is "Leader in Song") and it's about 5 times bigger than the College Captain's badge. Thus, recieving the title, "Badge of Shame." XD

More so stressful has been the amount of work I've been trying to wrap my head around. HSC Chemistry stopped making sense to everyone about...a week ago. XD I have my English Area of Study speech due next week (guess the topic, I dare you) which has to do with, Belonging! Huzzah! XDD I have the first part of my Ancient assignment due on Friday *shakes fist at Pompeii* and the rest due last week of term. And then various topic tests, but we don't care about the non-assessable stuff. XDD

So yes, school has been busy. But it's almost summer holidays which equal EPIC. SO. I'm off to figure out this Ancient assigment.

<33333 Bstarr.
P.S: *copiicat, if I can make it to your party, whom do you want me to cosplay as, dear? <33

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Got cosplay? XD

Bstarr's 2010 Cosplays
Sydnova: Saturday - Princess Peach - Super Mario (with as Daisy and as Rosalina.)
Sydnova: Sunday - Cheshire Cat - Alice in Wonderland - Own Design
Main Animania Sydney - Saturday - secret~! with *MMCRUNCHIE
Main Animania Sydney - Sunday - Yoko Littner - Gurren Lagann

Go and check out ! Mine and *MMCRUNCHIE's team page~! <333

Reply to this post by yelling "Words!" and I will give you five words that remind me of you. Then post them in your journal and explain what they mean to you.

's Words:

Cosplay - My love! Well, one of them at least. XDD Just about almost beats equine sports in the expensive hobby category. Well, it does for me at least. Because I have to travel a fair way to get to any conventions for cosplay comps, it adds a bit more of a cost to it. That and making the cosplays themselves. XD I love to be creative and I love nothing more than to make and wear cosplay. I often find myself focusing more on cosplay than anything else. <333

Anime - The thing that got me into cosplaying! I love watching anime (and reading the manga that it's derived from) and I often watch it when I have the spare time. I draw a lot of my drawing inspiration from it (which my art teacher loves) and it partly fuels my interest in the Japanese culture~!

Bathurst - MY HOME. XDDD It's the place where I live and it's geographically a hole. XDD Well, basin as my Ancient History teacher told us today. XD As much as a pain in the butt it is to get to conventions from here (which are 3 hours or more away) and to find the right materials for cosplaying, I still love to live here. There's no really tall buildings and you can see the surrounding farm land and the specks of houses in it. I love where I live. _{Despite the lack of nice guys. >.<}

RAINBOWS~! - I LOVE RAINBOWS~! I'm all for bright colours and rainbows just about does it. I have a rainbow outfit complete with rainbow belt, rainbow jacket and rainbow headband. All I need now is a rainbow shirt and rainbow pants and I'm all set. If there were a colour to describe me, it would be rainbow. They are created because of water (best element EVAR), they're bright, they pop out of nowhere and they're really random. XDD

Megan?? - Hm. I believe that's the one I call my "best friend." XDD Nah, I really love this girl. She's awesome and has some pretty damn good ideas in that noggin of hers. Although she has some pretty weird ways of expressing herself (as we spoke about today, dear, ) I still love her. My cosplay buddy, the Question to my Good and the freakily psychic speaker of my thoughts. And yes, she is my best friend despite the sarcasm at the start.

Sorry about the BODY PARAGRAPH answers~! <3333

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Bstarr's 2010 Cosplays
Mini Animania - ~GoodQuestionCosplay's Secret WCS Cosplay
Sydnova: Saturday - Princess Peach - Super Mario (with as Daisy and as Rosalina.)
Sydnova: Sunday - Cheshire Cat - Alice in Wonderland - Own Design
SMASH Saturday - Demyx - Kingdom Hearts II
Main Animania Sydney - Saturday - secret~! with *MMCRUNCHIE
Main Animania Sydney - Sunday - Yoko Littner - Gurren Lagann

Go and check out ! Mine and *MMCRUNCHIE's team page~! <333

Alrighty. Let me tell you all something. My 12 year old brother is going to get the first stage of his braces on tomorrow. I have been guaranteed that it will not be a fun day for anyone. >.< (It sucks to eat only soft foods...although I did manage to steal Mum's pasta when I was still in hospital after getting my tonsils out. XDD Fun times...before the drugs wore off. XD)

So, any info I can get on what may be able to cheer the kid up? Because I can almost surely guarantee that he will come home, in pain and sulking tomorrow. And it sucks when he's like that, especially since he's been dancing randomly throughout the week and cracking fairly good jokes. XD Reminds me much of myself on a good day. XDD Input would be appreciated~! <33

ANYWAYS. The Bathurst 1000 is over (THANK YOU GOD). I woke up early this morning because of jet planes flying WAY TO CLOSE TO MY HOUSE. My house MOVED when they went past, is that MEANT to happen? No...I'm pretty sure it's not. >.< The noise was also incredible. I didn't realise what they were until I got up and looked at the TV. They were at Mount Panorama by then and were flying around for the cameras. XDDD

Ford lost. Badly. VERY badly. I'm actually not very into motorsports, but I like to be able to go for the lesser of two evils when it comes to living in the town that hosts the event itself. XD It was a very interesting race though. A lot of accidents. And I mean, A LOT. >.< And there was a female driver for once. It twas awesome. XD

BACK ON TRACK. (Somehow.) I've managed to catch my mum's cold a week after she got over it. It's not very pleasant at all.

I decided to step away from the sewing machine today after I had a sneezing fit and believed that even though I may have stopped soon, I wasn't going to risk sewing over my fingers everytime I sneezed and stepped on the pedal. XDD "Why didn't you just get off of the pedal?" you ask. Yeah, tell me why when it happens to you. XDDD So no progress got made on the cosplay front today. >.< *fail*

So, before I wrap up this journal, I've been tagged by a friend of mine, ~Amy-Oh. So here's the deal:

Rules:
1. Post these rules on your journal.
2. Each tagged person must write 10 things about themselves.
3. At the end, you have to choose and put up ten people that you want to tag, and put them up in your journal.
4. Go to their page and say "I tagged you!"
5. Have fuuun!

SO.

10 Random Things That Most People Maybe, Possibly Wouldn't Know.

1. I'm a little nerd and a teachers pet (somehow XD) and therefore was chosen to be a Prefect on the Welcoming Committee at school. It entails many tasks and a coveted shiney, dangly badge for me to wear. XDD

2. Although I'm right handed, when I play the piano, I play a bit more confidently with my left.

3. I love Ancient History. My teacher is absoltely insane and there is nothing better than learning about ancient traditions and mythical battles. Seriously.

4. I go to Art Classes with my mum every Saturday morning. After being dissapointed so much with Visual Arts at school, I decided to try what my mum was doing and it's awesome fun. No theory and I get to choose my own subjects and mediums. (Pastels preffered~!)

5. Despite what people at school think, my hair naturally forms into ringlets. No. It is not cute. XDDD

6. I live off of hugs. No. Seriously. XD Okay, maybe not LIVE off of them. But pretty damn close. So if you see me, feel free to ask for one~! <33

7. I hate fakers. Ugh. I cannot stress this enough. Why pretend to be someone you're not? It's pointless. Being yourself is part of the fun of living, so people who pretend aren't really living, are they?

8. I love to travel~! Ever since going to Japan at the start of the year I've wanted to go back and to go to so many other places! Of course, I'd never go it alone. I need to accumulate travel buddies~! Any takers? XD

9. I love to read! Not just manga, but novels as well. I'm very picky though and mainly only read fantasy. It takes up a lot of my time and I often get too emotional over them, so I can only read them at night, lest my emotions get the better of me.

10. I tell lame jokes. A lot. And BOY, do I have some good ones. XDDD Normally they just come out before I think (very bad habit. >.< ) and I get pity laughs. XDD It's a lot of fun though. <33

Now, as for tagging, if you want to do it, go ahead~! <333

Love you all~!
<333 Bstarr.

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Got cosplay? XD

Bstarr's 2010 Cosplays
Mini Animania - ~GoodQuestionCosplay's Secret WCS Cosplay
Sydnova: Saturday - Princess Peach - Super Mario (with as Daisy and as Rosalina.)
Sydnova: Sunday - Cheshire Cat - Alice in Wonderland - Own Design
SMASH Saturday - Demyx - Kingdom Hearts II
Main Animania Sydney - Saturday - secret~! with *MMCRUNCHIE
Main Animania Sydney - Sunday - Yoko Littner - Gurren Lagann

Go and check out ! Mine and *MMCRUNCHIE's team page~! <333